My name is Lys Pinkerton. Welcome to my thesis!
This is the Home page. It gives a brief abstract of my thesis.
You can click on different sections at the top of the website, or on the button at the bottom of each page.
There is also a CROCHET ONLY tab to view the crocheted art pieces on their own.
I invite you to make meaning and connections based on your context.
I hope this sparks curiosity, reflection, critiques, and questions.
Thank you for taking the time to be here!
Traditional, colonial measures of what makes a “good” teacher or “good” student are inseparable from white, neoliberal, neurotypical norms. In turn, interlocking forces of ableism and racism continue to harm students and teachers alike. Inclusive education scholars call for a paradigm shift towards more critical, intersectional understandings of inclusion. However, in teacher education, inclusive education is often approached through deficit-based practices that prioritize compliance and reinforce normativity. Limited research addresses the intimate, embodied process of educators unlearning normative structures and engaging in anti-oppressive, inclusive frameworks. To address this gap, this study used critical arts-based autoethnography to examine the six-year trajectory of a white queer, neurodivergent educator across a four-year elementary/special education undergraduate degree and a two-year inclusive education master’s degree. The study is ethically grounded in Disability Justice, prioritizing collective access through its multimodal website design (https://www.inclusioncrochet.com). Data included 70 post-secondary course assignments, analyzed through fiber arts-based reflexive thematic analysis. The conceptual lens operationalizes Anti-Racism, Anti-Ableism, DisCrit, InCrit, and Neuroqueer Theory. Six main themes arose: (1) White, Nondisabled Protection; (2) Recipe for Reduction; (3) Compliance as Baseline; (4) Teacher as Savior; (5) Naming Oppression Directly; (6) Interdependent Communities. In this study, the ongoing process of unlearning normativity was guided by decentering individualistic and savioristic beliefs and engaging with anti-oppressive frameworks through multimodal expression and reflection.
I wear a dress of violence. I am lost in denial. I ignore. I hide. I forget. I sugarcoat. I defend.
When I finally look at it, I realize it's part of me, woven into my skin.
I look around me. Community. They throw me a ball of yarn.
They tell me to lean into the discomfort. To make it count. I find myself in the nuance. I question. I reflect. I critique. I crochet.
How can we be part of the healing? The resisting? The reimagining?